Tuesday, May 23, 2006
i was so pissed ytd, to everyone for no apparent reason sum ppl sensed it sum ppl didn't but then it was hard to dao ppl like chu and elaina and steph and syaf they are way too nice le. Anyway everyday is pissifying nowadays. so irritating. wanna reverse time.
anyway i feel that i've changed to become more cold as in heartless. I used to worry whenever my friends were pissed at me i'll go the extra mile to be frenz again but now i just let them slip past me. I think they are worried. THINK but i dun feel bothered. Just frustrated i wanna go back to my old friends. But nvm change is good.
But why is it i feel that everyone of my old frenz r sidin sumone else. we dun tok like we used to. Sad. :(
Matches next week and the week after. anyway i lack stamina, determination and ability. I'm like deprovin. I can't move my legs and hit good shots, seriously.my legs get tired after like wad 10 minutes of movin. that's BAD!
Durin holidays wanna go out? hu wants to go out?! haha
3:32 AM
eunice<3.