Friday, September 08, 2006
Sick of the sun. This week was supposed to be a holiday but i think i haven done anything fun apart from tournaments. kept feeling pressured and din play anywhere near how i've been training. Lost loads of sudden deaths couldn't win those crucial points. But i lost today ending ALL my matches for the next 3 months. Can't play intermediate or advanced due to exams. Need to mug. That's one thing i haven't been doin for like a week.
Anyway i miss everyone from sch, tennis team too. even though it has just been a few days. Like everyone's playin in farrer and like they dun get far enough to win a medal. so i can't see them in prize-giving. only su. :D but when sch starts trn will be endin and then noone will want to go out, everyone will be like mugging and cramming. exams coming up in 21 days that's 3 weeks.
But i dun think i would haf made it too. the only reason why i managed to get to semi's is because i played U18. lost really badly today. TRASHED.i won first set though. 6-1 then i lost
0-6, 1-6. 5 frickin sudden deaths. I was defending the entire time. that's why i lost. I've been training the attackin method. But sumhow i lost my determination.
Leavin in 3 days. still hafta pack. dunno whether to look forward to it cause it's a short holiday but it's still a holiday. Wish my friends could come along though.
3:23 AM
eunice<3.
